why do I need to help someone?

thurs

went to creative writing

at LW

wrote for half an hour
about the 60s

then

they packed up
early

oh fuck it!

haven't seen

Mr R

who makes me laugh

 

then

got an email
from Ms N

who said she went to LW

for drawing
but it was cancelled

I try

to help her

but

I don't

seem to help

I could just be

making things worse

 

why do I need

to help someone?

 

tues

humph!

haven't been writing much

as not much going on

 

I now avoid

Ms N

as much as possible

does this make me mean?

 

I ain't got no energy

so sorry me dear!

 

at least I know

what I don't want

but what do I want?

 

caring for somebody

is hard

so I need my space

and I need to care

for myself

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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