Pain inheritance

I'm so angry with you, mum and dad and my family growing up. It's ruined the 41 and a bit years of my life so far but I'm not gonna let it ruin the rest of it. Why couldn't you have confronted and sorted out your own problems and be strong enough to do so instead of taking it out on a innocent child. It's like I've inherited all this garbage. It's all been chucked on me .. to deal with all your pain. Arghhhh... this isn't my pain!!  It isn't what I am!! It has nothing to do with me!!! It doesn't define me .. I just want it to go away.. it's not what I am. I'm soo feed up of feeling this crap! I deserve soo much better!!

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Lucky to be alive

Please Note: This piece contains references to suicide and abuse

My morning ritual commences - cuppa tea, roll up and head space zooming all over the universe.  Today, for the first time I can remember 'lucky to be alive' was where my spaceship lan...

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