I Wish

I wish for the future that I will not feel stuck in this mindset that I have for 6 whole years now. To not panic or feel nauseous whenever I develop feelings for someone. To actually be able to enjoy life with someone else and to eat around them without a single worry. I wish at some point I will find love and be able to enjoy it to its fullest, whether it lasts or not. I wish I could be happy with myself and all that I am. I wish that I could wake up and not feel dread about going into work and seeing him. I wish I was like everyone else in happy, stress-free relationships. I wish there was nothing wrong with me. I wish I was normal.

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