My Recovery Rocks

Please note: this story references suicide.

10 years i have been known to the MHT, although i have had mental health issues for as long as i can remember. 

I have been through so much. On many occasions i didnt even believe i would make it through alive. I tried to take my life so many times i couldnt even hazard a guess but i know i would need more than my fingers and toes to count. 

My hospital files are onto their 5th volume

This year though i have only been at the hospital once. What a difference compared to 3 times a fortnight that it was 10 years ago. 

In the past few years a lot has happened. I got married, i went to college and got qualified in social services as well as getting a full time job. 

My recovery story rocks!!!

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