put themselves in the picture

today-weds

phew!
feel very hot and sticky
have been busy
but it's
nice busy
as I'm preparing for a group exhibition
sent email to R
as I wasn't happy with my display
he was cool about it
and agreed to change it
with me
I took everything down on Tues
and put up some new stuff
but it may not stick

(it's glued to the wall, with tape)

ekk!
I reckon Tracy Emin
never had to put up with this

HA!

mon

some friendships can be tricky
I like Ms N
but she seems very
co-dependent, as in
always trying to fix people
I went to the park with her
she was constantly on her phone
she has done this to me before
she kept apologising
but
I rather she just didn't do it
and consider how I feel, instead

tues

went to creative writing in the morning
then to the centre to pick up my missing
paint brush

 

I love to write
but
seem to lack inspiration, at the moment
my brain feels foggy

 

at the centre...

I got upset about how my work looked
and felt 
my work looked kind of crap-
oh poo!

to make it worse, the glam
MS S
kept being critical
about the way I was placing my pictures-
thinking she knows best

arrgghh!

she also said that R
would kill me

there are more important things...
ice caps melting
the dreaded brexit
fishes full of plastic

my work is highly personal
but 
I want people to see themselves in my work
to put themselves in the picture
so to speak

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