Don't Give Up!

Dear Friend,

I'm sitting here, the sun streaming through the window and believe me, the future is actually brighter!

I wanted to say to you for the longest of times how much you mean to me.  I love you so much. I felt it important to share some friendly ramblings from one who has experienced similar difficulties.

Don't give up!

 Kate Bush and Peter Gabriel express this so well in the song. Check out the link when you get a minute

www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjEq-r2agqc

I know this is a recurring theme on a daily basis for you. After what feels like a millenia there will come a moment in a day that you will make the decision and when you do, hold fast and never let go. I remember we chatted about times when your feeling and thinking that you are doing all the right things but feel no benefit whatsoever.  I want to remind you that the 2 classes you're attending every week are safe spaces and at times given you a sense of belonging, achievement, worth and joy; to name a few.  Just by attending is helpful to you, getting out the house clears some of the cobwebs if nothing else. I have come to realise that not giving up on yourself means allowing yourself to sometimes forget that you made this life changing decision in the first place.  Even when it appears way to hard to keep plodding along, believe, your ploddings will become and are beneficial to your mental, physical and emotional wellbeing, for sure!  I am living proof of this.  

Surprisingly....Here I am!

Much Love,

Your Plodding Friend. xxx

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