Moving Forward Somehow

Wondering how I got here and where this will lead?

Here I go.......I feel confused a lot of the time and struggle to understand who am I.....?

One thing I know about myself is that I enjoy the creative process.  I've been attending a couple of art classes a week as part of my recovery and this is definitly what gets me out of bed.  I struggle to talk and can find words difficult when I'm triggered, which is often.  Hence, the route of drawing, painting, sculpting, sewing, print making, decorative stained glass, anything really in this field.  I just know that when I'm making, it helps to alleviate my symptoms; giving me much needed respite from the confusion and uncertainty I live with.  

Today I've discovered a bit about myself, this short paragraph is the begining of my steps towards a good recovery.  Wish me luck! 

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