bonkers dream

last night
had the most bonkers dream
was in a theatre
there was a musical on
with lots of noise
and colourful costumes
my sister and my cousin were sitting at the back
but my seat was in front of them-
some way
away
and I couldn't find it!
I got lost, and ended up on stage, on a bed
then, a couple got on stage
and kept placing a real baby, in a nappy
on top of me, while I'm lying on the bed
it was horrible
the baby was screaming
and crying
I woke up, feeling disturbed
and frightened
I went into M's room
but he was fast asleep
and I didn't want to disturb him

Haven't had one like that for a long time
have no idea what it means!
I guess it could mean that I'm feeling pretty lost at the moment-
and am afraid of change?
whatever!

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