bad behaviour

Please Note: This piece contains references to domestic abuse

My relationship with M
is mostly good
we fight
we bicker
but it's nothing serious

at the moment he's trying my patience

he has sprained his arm
he has a frozen shoulder
he is grumpy and can't go out much

yesterday
we did go somewhere
we got a cab there
and a taxi back

Reggae, Blues
and Soul experience
with two London based musicians

we had a good time
even though

the band was cancelled

we went to the park, nearby

we had some tea and cake

at the centre

A few weeks ago
Lady B
thought the bruise
on my face
meant that M
was hitting me
(it was due to acupuncture treatment)

and then
MS P
complained that she didn't want to
call me at home
as M
had told her off

He can be rude sometimes

and I told him off

about it later

I don't want to look like
this pathetic woman
with an abusive partner

My life at home was awful
when I was growing up

I felt used
I felt ignored

We are all guilty
of treating eachother badly
but when does that stop
being just

bad behaviour
and start
being abusive?

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