sore tits

ha ha

today
played Jenga
and Pictionary
with S
N and M
and??? the young girl-

forgot her name!
ate lunch in garden
at the centre

m gets his course- a music course

with a guide

so I don't have to go

which means
I get some time off
but now he's at home with a bad arm
and I have to do shopping with him!

it's so tiring looking after him-

I feel so lonely

wish I could get my lover (mr c) back

had breast screening
yesterday
was uncomfortable
and had sore tits after!
then went to meeting at cr
and rang n
about jazz dinner thing

doesn't look like I'm going to the jazz dinner
she wanted to meet me today
but I was in k c
and didn't want to trek
all the way to hers
sent her a text saying

hiya
sorry I'm too tired to meet you today

was telling the truth
but don't like letting people down

in my relationship course
we talked about letting go
and being open to new experiences

I'm still resentful
and still 
thinking about the past-

I've lost two friendships

and my lover
I'm finding moving on
so hard

 

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