new year

So
 
the New Year
 
A time for renewal
A time to take stock
A time for change
A time to ditch the old stuff
 
I drag my favourite coat
out of the wardrobe
 
I wander around
 
the same places
thinking of you
 
they're changed
 
I cling to precious memories
Willing myself to go back
 
knowing
full well
 
I can't
 
knowing
 
the time for change must come
 

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