need to take that risk

Why this? Why now? Why not?

Feel mad as I often fail.

Or often feel misunderstood.

Or I don't know what to say, or how to say it.

Deep huh?

I so often end up getting into a fight with myself- if you know what I mean.

My life seems daft.

Not sure why.

Maybe I need a change.

Or a challenge.

Stuff is too easy, peasy.

Well..

Kinda got bored with therapy- so now I have only myself to blame- in that, I am in control of my own happiness!

Yay!

Have decided to enter a competition- maybe I'll win, maybe I won''t.

Would like my work to be recognised.

I need to take that risk.

 

 

 

 

 

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