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Am burst. 

 

Too many failures in such a short time has left me utterly burst. 

Left my PhD. 
Applied for a medical writer job and got rejected. 

Thought I had a job now and that's basically down the pan. 


Feeling like I've zero talents left and it's draining as fuck to be honest. 

 

Fuck sake, cut me a break.

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