The Inner Critic

My inner Critic

 

Confusion reigns, what do i feel

Just what if anything is real

I'm stupid, its futille, i always think the same

I need to find a way to get my head back in the game.

 

Positivity is not a skill thats natural mine

the thoughts of other people far too easily define

i need to find a way to shift myself from dark to light

i need to let it go and fly and not hold on so tight.

 

so i can, i will, i am, i do

no more negative thoughts cause im not letting them through

the baricades are up and im blocking out the sound

of my little inner me destroying any joy i found

 

No longer accepting there is anything i cannot be

im now limitless, unencoumbered, Im free and i am ME.

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