Ugly yellow sun and the runaway girl

UGLY YELLOW SUN AND THE RUNAWAY GIRL

My life is physically harder but for the first time ever,  I'm mentally happier, don't get me wrong I have good days and bad days.  My body is killing me slowly now but I don't want to die anymore. The past haunts me, trying to creep in and spoil my happiness.  It is a daily battle but I'm winning.  I always run away, not this time!!

 

Today the beautiful sun sprinkles light through the gap in my lush grey velvety curtains.  My gorgeous furbaby Prince delicately patting my face but hungrily vocal, demanding his breakfast. He understands now that it takes a while for me to respond. I remember when I first got him, he was so boisterous and playful, he came from a litter of five ragdolls, four male and one female all twelve weeks old. I remember sitting in the middle of the room on a very worn out carpet and the smell of a pet shop lingered, with five little furballs jumping around. I was waiting to be chosen. Prince jumped on to my lap and I fell in love with him instantly. He's two years old now, a long haired blue mitted ragdoll with dazzling bright blue eyes, he's my saviour. 

 

 

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