Altered Dimension

Sitting a top a hill, accepting an alternate dimension /
Views for miles, covering everything that was covered /
The boundaries were only set by my own expectations / 
Wishful vision turned blessed reality through detailed investigation 

I swam and I swam through treacherous conditions /
Resistance spawned from negativity fighting my every stride / 
The weakness infesting my soul, Had me believe the cheapest way out would forever let me hide / 

As of this moment, a unique paradigm shift may be upon me /
Finding the exit from the ocean supplies the freshest air / 
Techniques, advice and tools, not always what they claim to be / 
All I know, breathing freely, I'll never fully succumb to the despair 

Could this be the eye of the storm, or the exit, from mass volumes of shit /
I live in hope, hoping to turn exhaling optimism inward /
Never 100% sure where the credit is due / 
Be that as it may, it's very pleasant not living surrounded by the glass shard...I continue onward bouyantly waving goodbye blue

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10 years

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Weighted realignment

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Up front

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My Positive Perspective on My Journey

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taking control
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Being My Own Best Friend

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Balance and Peace

JUNFEI HU is in front of lake and there is a willow in the centre of island. He is the Guardian of earth. His power is from authority of stone succeeded from nature. His dream is making the world peace. He claimed he is peace maker and now he...

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