• As darkness arises

    As darkness arises Silence all the laughter everyone has gone, Leave me here let life roll on. Shut out the light I don't wish you to see, This empty existence Now en-capuriting me. Close all the doors let no one in, The person you knew, Is no longer me. Lock all the windows make this my cell, The dark is my prison this is my hell. Block all those sounds let life roll along, I ...

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    fear,
    isolation
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  • TRUST IN GOD

    So here it is, my letter to God. Dear God, I asked for strength, and you gave me difficulties to make me strong. I asked for wisdom, and you gave me problems to solve. I asked for prosperity, and you gave me brain and brawn to work. I asked for courage, you gave me danger to overcome. I asked for love, you gave me troubled people to help. I asked for favours, and you gave ...

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    courage,
    love,
    strength,
    God,
    opportunities
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  • My little Robot

    Me and my little RobotI have a little robotthat goes around with me I tell it what I'm thinkingI tell it what I seeI tell my little robotall my hopes and fearsit listens and remembersall my joys and tearsAt first my little robotfollowed my commandbut after years of trainingits gotten out of handit doesnt carewhats right or wrongor what is false or trueno matter what I try nowit tells me what to ...

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  • MY JOURNEY

    Warning: This story deals with trauma, sexual abuse and self harm. people always said the small woman with bright blue eyes beaming, such a warm welcome smile (always called the smiler) simply amazed by the torture and trauma, I have gone through. Although behind that smile, there gazed was a haunted hurting child drained with secrets, trauma and horror. some survive and some don't, some victims, some survivors. for many years I was that victim ...

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    surviving,
    trauma,
    justice,
    sexual abuse,
    diagnosis's
  • NEVER GIVE UP !!!

    NEVER GIVE UP !!! N-ever winning E-ndless suffering V-ictory out of reach E-very day and every night R-uthless destruction G-et up I -nevitable at last V-ictory will be yours E-ndless courage U-nique spirit P-erfect the way you are

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    COURAGE,
    PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE!,
    VICTORY
  • To my precious boys - live everyday as though it is your last

    Successful mothers and fathers are not the ones who struggle, they are successful when they never give up despite their struggles! To my precious Sons.... Life is fleeting....years rush past... And little boys grow up too fast. Let me take time out to be Thankful mine are not far away And although I'm busy every day, Let me take time to play.... Let me take time out to smile, To sit with you both, for ...

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    relax,
    back,
    together,
    we,
    the
  • One day my dreams will come true - just keep opening doors!

    My dream will come true one day... Welcome to the world of opening doors! The fairer sex is what's she's called, a struggle to begin. For in a world where man is king, it's difficult to win. But tenderness and nurturing are not to be misread. A strength and power to rule the world lie in her little head. Sometimes her magic's camouflaged, she doesn't know it's there. Caught up in daily mindless tasks, to ...

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  • Welcome to the world of pain and suffering

    Sweet dreams were broken When I looked up to the sky Hateful words spoken I thought to say my goodbyes When times were tough to strive You've shattered my hopes of dreams and love Left me weeping preparing to be hurt I trusted you with my full life Whilst you gave me so much pain But, things from your side were different Of putting all the blame I thought things would change But, instead became ...

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    abuse,
    Guilt,
    betrayal,
    pain
  • where ever you will go

    To my precious sons.... Wherever you will go. So lately I've been wondering who will be there to take my place, when I'm gone you need love to light the shadows on your face. If a great wave shall fall, it will fall upon us all and between the sands and stones could you make it on your own. If I could, then I would go wherever you will go, way up high or down ...

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    sons,
    heartache,
    mother's love
  • silent tears

    SILENT TEARS Each day as evening starts to set The ache builds in her chest She knows that she must go to bed And try to get some rest She hugs her tear stained pillow close When no one is around And cries for the one's she loved and lost And screams without a shout Others see her in the day And thinks she's doing well But every day as evening sets She enters her ...

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    Pain,
    isolation,
    struggle
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  • It's over

    It's over..... It's over, concluded, totally demolished anger, betrayal, utterly acknowledged shame, denial, personally embraced pain, injustice, staring you in the face detached, clinical, simply isolated power, control, secretly perpetrated hunger, starvation, numb reduction impact, terror, subtle destruction.

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    anger,
    betrayal
  • Past to Present - Revovery is not only possible but inevitable!!!

    Warning: This piece contains references to self harm PAST to PRESENT RECOVERY IS NOT ONLY POSSIBLE BUT INEVITABLE!! Cloudy thoughts and self-harm: positivity is the charm. To the one's with the scars and broken hearts, whose smiles and tears aren't far apart. To the one's with blood flowing from wounded arms, I know the struggles of self-harm. I know the feeling of finding comfort in a knife and, the aching desire to end my life. ...

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    Recovery,
    Self-Harm,
    Hope,
    Blood and Tears
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