• MY STEPS FORWARD IN MY JOURNEY TO RECOVERY

    SURVIVAL What is survival?  How do you survive your past?  i want to survive make myself a stronger person and finally love myself again.  Recently I have been in a very bad which has made it difficult for me even understand myself which scares me.  I have worked so hard in the last seven years since my diagnosis, having a mental breakdown which resulted in my admission to Hospital, to be more positive in my ...

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  • My Weakness

    Please Note: This story references sexual abuse and trauma.

    MY WEAKNESSI feel so angry with myself for being weak and allowing myself to be manipulated and used and question myself daily why did I let this happen?  Am I so desperate for love I seek it without thinking about the consequences of putting myself at risk?  Especially when I am vulnerable and too trusting and others pray on this and draw you in to them resulting in you not really being yourself.  At ...

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    recovery,
    abuse,
    love,
    bipolar
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  • MY NEW JOURNEY

    Please note: this story references trauma and abuse.

     After many years of battling depression & mental health finally being diagnosed with Bipolar seven years ago which resulted in being sectioned and admitted to Hospital.  This caused me lots of stress having been admitted to the same Hospital in my late 20's after suffering a breakdown after my first long term relationship broke up.  In hindsight there have been many underlying factors in my life which I have not dealt with from my ...

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    anger,
    taking control,
    suicidal,
    Abuse,
    bipolar
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