• The Future

    I don't usually like thinking about the future. The future is scary to me. The thoughts of everything changing. Friends moving away. I remember once being on the bus to college and thinking to myself I thought everyone else was moving forward and I was standing still. I remember looking out the bus window to the fields in the sun. I felt everyone was doing great things and I wasn't. The thing I need to ...

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    hope,
    helpful,
    thoughts
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  • Motivation to Me

    Dear Me, I know you might want to procrastinate and want to head home to watch Gilmore Girls but you need to make a start on your project. You have came this far within your educational journey do not give up now! p.s first time you have wrote anything in write to recovery. Feel proud. think of the 5 year rule. gilmore girls will be there in 5 years to watch but you only have ...

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  • New Experiences

    Everyone else wants to take new experiences With both hands. Sometimes I'm scared to clutch on to that dream. For security because I am scared to go out my safety zone and incase the dream is yanked out my hands. I am going to try experiences new events. That's what will give me confidence

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    thoughts
  • Arguments

    "You's don't do nothing" a continuous phrase droned on and on within our house. Well thanks for just putting me down. I don't need you to do that as I can put myself down quite fine. You can't just shout all the time or moan and groan. If you do that no one will want to have a conversation with you. You'll push everyone away and people will put up boundaries. It's happened already with ...

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    Arguments
  • Supportive

    The people that I do rely on the most is my friends and family. They have been there for me through thick and thin. They are always there encouraging me on. Being my cheerleaders on the sidelines. I am so thankful to have such great family and friends.

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    Tags:
    peer support,
    support,
    family
  • Dear Friend

    Dear Friend, I know you are struggling the now. You don't know whats happening or whats going on but there is plenty of help at home and at uni. There is mindulness, relaxation methods and many other amazing things you can do to help you. The techniques work, use them. Put them into practice. You will benefit from it. I know its tough but darling so are you. From your friend supporting you

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    anxiety,
    helpful,
    self love
  • Your Problem

    I am never an angry person but the one thing that does make me super angry is when people use mugs for juice. Mugs are meant for hot drinks such as hot chocolate and coffee. I have realised that stems from because my mum puts juice in a cup. Well she claims it juice. Juice with alcohol. She claims its juice or water but I know the signs of her body language. I got used ...

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    families,
    Family,
    alcohol
  • Drinking

    I don't like swearing. I just don't like it. I get swore at when you are angry. Usually when you are angry you might also have been drinking. I don't like the tone of your voice when you have been drinking. I don't like the way you speak to me or the derogatory terms you shout at me. You might not remember but I do. I hate the way you go to the bottle but ...

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    alcohol