• The Inner Critic

    My inner Critic Confusion reigns, what do i feelJust what if anything is realI'm stupid, its futille, i always think the sameI need to find a way to get my head back in the game. Positivity is not a skill thats natural minethe thoughts of other people far too easily definei need to find a way to shift myself from dark to lighti need to let it go and fly and not hold on so tight. so i ...

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    Tags:
    #free,
    #happytobeme,
    #theinnercritic
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  • No more!

    No more!The end is getting closer I can smell iti thought it would smell of rot and decaybut I’m ready for whatever lies beyond.i have no vision of what that could be,Noone came back to tell menoone claimed it no one wanted it either way I’m going to a place I’ve never beenA new exciting place of doubt and fear and limited expectationsa place i cant visit, cant see, cant sensea place only trust and faith ...

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    Tags:
    #newbeginnings,
    #relationships
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  • Me

    i'm looking around and all i can seeare people all standing and staring at mei think they can see all the bad in my headThat they see all my thoughts causes feelings of dread.When i look at this deeper and dig down insideThese thoughts that surround me im not trying to hideYet thoughts from the past cause the future to mouldand its something quite different and fousty and old.As i learn to accept that im ...

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    Tags:
    #movingon,
    #justme,
    #happyasiam
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  • The Ending

    The EndHurt, Pain, Anger, BlamePower, passion, endless flameLove, hate, securityIts all of this and more for me Bang, Crash, Thud, Dreadlike the only end is dead,Cant take anymoreSlowly turn and find the door. Twist, turn, Spiral roundFalling, Floating, Hit the groundKeep on moving, Pushing throughthere is no end just something new

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    Tags:
    #newbeginnings
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