• I'd like to breathe

    I've been talking with various people. Friends. Aquaintances. They know my situation. My daughter has just started school and I'm beginning to come out of my shell in the sense of becoming more comfortable with her at school.The dis-attaching process. People have been saying a variety of things "This is what you've wanted. It's time for you now", I've said in the past, "I can't wait to get my life back" (and I can't help feeling ...

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  • Mummy's Minor Car Crash

    My little girl has just gone to school...and I feel ...as I've been saying over and over in the last week she's been there, like I've experienced a minor car crash. I go from feeling numb to the strange anticipation of my own happiness being independent from her...which I've wanted for many months now...but I feel great shame about this....how can I wish her away? Away to a group of strangers? But, Judy, what about ...

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