• 10 years

    Too long the pain of self inflicted misery Had me stuck behind a wall of avoidant behaviour A rhythm in mismanagement For my lack of action, I didn't deserve any sympathy But how can one be questioned,When the subject at hand embodies grief larger than our landA man is made of many things, courage does not just befall himHarbour no ill feelingFor time will always be your friend This is my destiny Cracks ...

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    Tags:
    bereavement,
    grief,
    evolution,
    thehereandnow
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  • Weighted realignment

     A journey towards recovery, wherever was I to begin?Obstacles everywhere, showing zero sign of growing thin,Suffocation breeding from every which way,An indictment was made against my mentality This is hopeless This is agony The pressure caving me in, Relentlessy...pounding, knocking, chapping all the wrong doors,I could fill twenty buckets with all the anxiety ridden sweat falling from my pores Denial, shame, non existent self esteem, it's all there But eventually, finally, willinglyA moment, revelation, I find a path,This great wall, zu noch größerer ...

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    Tags:
    courage,
    Weight of the mind,
    embrace,
    realignment
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  • Up front

    Conflict is burning my soul from the inside outWithout a doubt, there is a false power in existence A power that can't be taken lightlyYet shouldn't even be worth a second glanceWhere is my own stubbornness I hear the ghosts cry For some variety, I must source, I can't even discreetly channel that emotion on the slyDestruction is not my end game, not even my firstI hold what's dear to meHowever overwhelmingly, I always seem to veer towards ...

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    Tags:
    Emotion,
    self-management,
    recovery journey,
    recognition,
    Help
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