• End of the line

    It all ended on the longest day of the year, around 9pm I received a text message from her, saying that she was sorry and that she never felt the same way I did from the start. "I've completely led you on, none of this is your fault" "I've had unsure feelings from the start". It turns out what she meant was, from the first time I spoke to her, she knew things would never ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    rejection
  • Straggler

    Its been 8 years. 8 long years... How have I survived this long? The urge to end it all comes and goes, yet when I reach my highest, I am still unhappy. I should be happy, not much is going wrong in my life and most things are going right. I work nights, earning my meals while dragging my heels, alright money. My parents are there for me and I have 3 very good friends ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    Helplessness
  • Blue Room

    When I was with you, way back, sitting next to you on that blue couch with our feet on the blue carpet, eating nachos and playing video games with nothing but the glow from the television as our light source. Those nights were the best, the days were still bad, but the blue room was my safe haven. Hanging out til 2 or 3am, just being with each other, laughing and talking, all the while ...

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    Tags:
    Happy,
    Hope,
    Love,
    Bond
  • Stream of Consciousness

    Am I good enough to keep going? At times I feel like no one is by my side, even though that is a lie. I have a very good friend that I have known for the past 10 years, but I have no idea why he sticks by me. Most people have turned their backs on me and at other times I feel I have been left behind, whether it was my own choice or ...

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    Tags:
    Negative Thinking,
    Self Doubt
  • Cage (War Inside My Head)

    Please Note: This Story Discusses Suicide. Why are you still here? Was there ever a time when you weren't? I never asked for you to be here, why can't you go away? You say that you're my ally and that you're my only friend, why do you corrupt me? They're not against me. You have a silver tongue that tells me lies, yet when I try to overpower you and resist, I always lose. You ...

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    Tags:
    Suicide,
    Depression,
    Anger